Religious Studies - The guide to understanding a Calling: structured belief or freedom of religion?
Earned Respect - Through a Structured Lineage
Upon encounter, anyone has the freedom of religion in America, but how do they possess this? I realized today that in my youth, in the cultural scope I was perceived, control of Respect as an obligation is taken from you. You are respected because of your elder, because of the death of your elder, and because that elder grew up with another elder that also held onto Respect from a cultural scope. The preservation of culture and its scope preservation was obviously unable to be tamed and handled in luxury of modern technology as the day progresses, I have yet to touch this Respect. To possess Respect is a responsibility, one that I have gained amongst my peers, but in comparison to the elder of culture, I would never be able to handle this essence of time, service, commitment, and pride. The respect one is bestowed to represent a community of obligation and freedom requires its maintenance and integration into future agendas by many governmental input. How to survive becomes the profession we apply to for the betterment of the People. But, without the Respect of the cultural scope as a bare minimum to accept that role, why do it?
Not many adults ever possessed that Respect and I do not believe that they are ever projected to possess! With the obligation and responsibility learned without - why would it be provided now? That respect would be tarnished upon another possessor and all personifications would be untrusted in the realm of spirituality and consciousness. Respect is earned, yet, it is earned from someone in that position to acknowledge outright to the community, in passing, and through oral tradition as the governed body can possess recognition. How else would this be intimately required to lead the people?
I believe culture requires a permanent placement and if you have been tarnished, by disobediently allowing yourself the freedom of religion, it will never be able to instill its wholly message of uniting your spirit and care thereafter. I have experienced this, outright, and I know that Respect will never be given by a cultural scope. Never. No matter how much you have endured, no matter how much you have helped, no matter the availability and the last resort position in hand to the most qualified and survived, you will never get that Respect.
Freedom of Religion - Without Structure
Of all the time's to depict the fate being cast by self as Good and Evil dictate the only road not taken, for you. Because you are without structure, that filter of choice and plentiful, is now dwindled down to a red road of betrayed and tortured to survive yet again, this time with less opportunistic moments of reveling in light as victorious. There definitely is no one here to commend you, honor you, or see you, at all! This battle happens within. The freedom of religion is now a choice and you have no structure. Most would allow themselves the time to research and transition their belief system, change all that they could and re-interpret in the new light that is casted down, with their structure, to begin renewed and at the very foot hill of another climb. Will they treat you the same way? Will they torture your climb just the same? It is a different battle with an entirely new direction as you perceive the basic foundation of religious belief as a guide to a purpose that is still undefined.
This type of religious freedom is a burden, can be frustrating, and often times is lonesome for fear of taking the wrong step, you are blind or handicapped in comparison. Often untrue, since this is just a personal awakening - you have to shed the torture and failed Respect from your previous hold of faith, but how?
Take a moment to breathe and consider if this option is best for you. Do you return, tail between the legs, and a coward thereafter, to sum up why you could not possess Respect and make true to the illegitimate love you derived from because the holder could not trust you in those moments of defeat and responsible decisions to create a suitable heir of cultural or religious affinities. Or are you welcomed home, as if all hell could not settle in you, to be awakened again why it was needed to remind you of all the beautiful moments never lost. Held onto you, even at a distance, having faith that theirs would return. Either way, the support for each system, fails to keep you close at heart and by faith for needing in those moments.
That is a tough pill to swallow - so they say, for all medicine is equal to its cure, but in all doubts we find the person struggle to obtain religious freedom in its entirety. To discover, to hear the calling, to follow it in whatever impediment necessary to acquire personal gratification upon its due notice to grab your attention and openly admit this is why you left them. Before you could return, you were able to possess a calling and return not empty-handed but full-hearted in the interpretation of religious belief overall as a personal beacon that you will never be in doubt again.
The moments we have for ourselves in religious freedom are intertwined with society and who we engage ourselves in conversation, are not picked apart, but appreciated as an untouched moment to accept yourself as a person of interest. The people that find that attraction to you in those lonesome moments will spur again and again in spiritual attainment for the righteous discipline and off-putting reasons why religion exists - the battle of good and evil within every person, and the organization of their encounter on you. What you do with each person to bring out the good, offsets the evil within and it sits there and waits. Those that have familiarized with encounter and fate often times believe that it is evil that cannot be stumped! This is out of favor and wealth that we find fortune a gratitude of thanks is all that is needed to create treasures of divine light to seek out more than what we can take with the palm of our hand in solitude to guide the way. It is not this way, at all, much more difficult in fact, with someone that has done something with their calling.
I write to you, as this person, to warn you in your search for religious interpretation and when studying it - to prepare yourself with isolation and safety precautions to encounter many who want to see you return or fail. The preservation of self created in you, for the structured religious systems needs that life to hold not just your own fate, but to connect many others as they trickle a message not yours. They provide for the message as you live that religious freedom. It may not be for you, you may realize, and that the community love holds you there. The comfort of family and unity of righteousness will also be hard to leave. But the calling will never be heard, either. That calling, is owed to the first trail made and that will trickle downwards, after interpretation, to you, making only the empty crevasse in your hand as a trail mark of fate - to remain empty and at the religious structures work.
I am struggling with the idea of religious freedom in the incarceration institutions - jails and prisons as a necessary component because it is a place of punishment. They have lost their right to vote. They are legally able to defend themselves with resources. They are the investment they arrive in with their freed life, the choice was theirs. Religion in the incarceration system is a danger to society, the branch of recruitment and trail of fate to connect with, is unfair to those that have served a lifetime of committed service. Some without the ability to hold Respect! This only provides a reason you will always be fearful to sin, to be freed, to enact other Rights of Humane Conditions, and the purpose of your life altogether (as being not of their original value system, therefore, you will always be in a climb to stay afloat from these types of saved spirits). If you cannot provide a reasonable rebuttal to this argument, I would suggest it be taken from the incarcerated system for already serving their punishment as the teachings would suggest, takes from Faith itself. But whose Faith?
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