Internship - Career - Dreams

 Career Planning and Career Development Titles

    As an underrepresented candidate for any IT specialist position, I want to utilize all of my education and go forth the effort to enact Tsha Tewahsana (Its In The Middle) as a religious entity to accept worship services and religious doctrines to help with diversification in America models of civilization into the future agendas we see ourselves gaining foot in each day. Pursuing a B.A. or B.S. in Religious Studies or Theology with minors in IT courses that specify in binary computations and machine firmware technologies will aid that realistic dream of erecting a church in something I believe in is foundational to the future of my descendants. But not just for them to believe in, but for the world for them to exist in, as a world of study and improving upon with deliberate, willful choices made and lived. 

    The real reason I got into the IT industry was to pursue a small goal of building a slot machine. It grew further with enjoying the logical concepts I designed but came to a halting experience of learning another disposition to fuel the momentum to develop something new in the software development field. That meant learning and investing in it. 

    In my attempts, I've gained more knowledge in programming techniques, skills, knowledge, concepts, teamwork, and realize that this is not so far-fetched to do. I think spending time with an actual robot and programming it to do factorial maneuvers helped me realize that invention often oversees a mistake of physical limitation to endure. I have worked assembly lines before and know what those people go through, the pay they get, and what it means to have the job. Learning this material is a shock of how many that surrounded me did not know any of it or strived to learn it to improve their life. I want to make it accessible and understandable for them to consider it common knowledge at some point. It is shocking to think in an underrepresented community how much less of an impact we are making in the world and why population wouldn't matter on it. It's about having the representation to form an opinion of. We do not have many professionals in most fields in Native American populations as they struggle with transitioned lifestyles and cultural preservation. IT topics typically do not arise at the dinner table. 

    I understand what I am going to encounter in my future as an elder and preparing for it now is devastating to think what we are leaving behind in social conformity research with undergoing trauma, oppression, and guilt for blood thickener. We all have to conform at some point, that's just America. I suggest, doing it the only way I know how and reporting on it through curriculum, life learned lessons, and epiphany journaling until I can publish material that can contend with ancient philosophical correspondence to foundation. 

   

Career Title [that does not exist]

    IT development representation is minimal in Native American communities. I plan on being someone who will be able to transition Native American teachings into Computational Studies upon completion of the B.A. in Religious Studies. One goal of mine is to travel the Country and assist Native American communities with what they need with my skillsets. I know that with the MMIW campaign there are no database designs for Native Americans in some regions of America and the enacting process to keep them safe and identified has not been awarded with self-defense courses, advice on safety, and check-in location hubs for safety concerns. All of this is accessible with an app, database infrastructure, and plenty of time to monitor. 

    This is an over-achieving goal and extensive research is needed as one person. So, gaining the interest and teaching transitional material to provide them a great opportunity is the main priority for my career title that does not exist yet. I need help.

Internship [coming soon!]

    Currently searching for one and wanting to get hired on fully. I am looking for places to settle into a bachelor's program area of interest and perusing my options. I am nervous, I lack experience, skill, and terrible at navigating tools yet. More practice and more ambition is needed. It might be recoiling effects that are causing tides of change to forecast different favors in my mind. I just want to remind anyone reading this (maybe recruiter) that I have no mentorship that I can relate to in teaching to accept some of the material as historical reference can put it together (programming language and mechanics) so nicely for others. The language barriers are minimal, it is the concepts that are unfavorable. I have to learn it the hard way since there is no mentorship to understand what my question is - I have trouble formulating what my issue is for not understanding sometimes. Which is difficult to contend with in this field but when I can identify it - everything works in its prime state. 

I am a work in progress that will most likely be used as a bridge to a gap of learning style underrepresented in the IT field. Thank you for the patience ahead of time!

This is an informal post. A small explanation on my GPA, perhaps. I've never endured less than 3.0, heck, might even be less than 3.9. Studying in this program has been a challenge and it is something I want to continue pursuing in my religious studies curriculum with Native American Binary Mathematics. 

__Mischief

Little to No Experience - Personal Statement

 Little to No Experience..

What qualifies you in 2024 going into 2025 as a mentorship advocate is a role that you take on for reasons only you know. I am preparing to take the next step with the community group I started last year (2023) during my peer-to-peer ratio calculations and realized I have been outside of my Indigenous community and out of touch with many factors that create belonging, duty, and dependability traits that reflect onto generational reputations that we rely on for multiple stronghold character notations. I began the group right away, setting up a location, showing up, starting the blog, writing another one alongside this one. I didn't want to seem over-indulged by promoting myself and this gem of a keepsake during this journey so I began an entirely new group to help others shine in their own personal interests and self-taught technological bearings. 

It's been difficult getting feedback, participants, and response overall. There isn't interest in IT Field topics and I'm not sure if its responded well if it involves reading. I have attended and hosted different events relevant to new subjects that involve outside world catastrophe's in job security, costs, and availability as a limited feature of free platforms to use without any response from the community. I wrote about it... but did they read it?

Underrepresented Population - Native America

1. Native Americans are at the highest poverty level rate of any demographic in the U.S. (AI Response - Native America in IT Field)

2.Roughly 1% of Native American/Alaskan Native students receive associate's degrees in computer science. Native Hawaiian/Pacific Islander students are at 0.4%. (TribalBusinessNews.com) 

3. In 2021, the opioid related overdose mortality rate for Native Americans was 38.7 deaths out of 100,000 in the population nationwide. Higher than the national average. (www.aastec.net)

Unavailable Data

1. How many people attend pow-wows. This is not found online because it is not taken seriously to keep data reports or intake at healthy functions to curb reputational statistics. 

2. The American Indian Religious Freedom Act of 1978 (AIRFA) protects the rights of Native Americans to exercise their traditional religions by ensuring access to sites, use and possession of sacred objects, and the freedom to worship through ceremonials and traditional rites. (42 U.S.C. 1996) - They have been working on preserving their culture, language, and customs in a modern setting with regenerational impacts of mainstream luxuries that include lifestyle changes, services, political agendas, and continue to strive for health in the community. This history is unavailable in written texts with the Native American scope due to oral translation and living memory customs that are no longer active or deceased. 

3. The 2020 Census revealed that approximately 9.7 million people registered as Native American or Alaskan Native alone or in combination with another race - which raised the indicator to 2.9% in total population. With 3.7 million identifying as AI/AN alone, making up 1.1% of the population; most (87%) of those identifying as AI/AN live outside of tribal statistical areas, with only 13% residing on reservations or trust lands. 

Based on federal regulations in blood quantum, the extra blended inclusions that raised population numbers may not be effective pro-activity but a barrier that is beginning to build an encasement around the people of who belongs. Further identity crises and trauma of acceptance and rights in services, ceremonies, and policies of concern. 

There is no legal verbiage or traditional resolution on blended people and its data.

Solutions

Www.tshatewahsana.org is an inter-tribal religious entity to solve the traditional preservation in peace. Allowing inter-tribal and blended ascendants to begin religious curriculum in lieu of the Great American Eclipse (2017 - 2024). It is an acceptance of a full identity that aims for all of America amongst the multi-blended people without religion, direction, purpose. Purpose is believed to be a type of happiness that mankind aspires to and when without can depress production within that citizen. 

www.NativeTRG.blogspot.com is an IT Group based in Northeast Wisconsin that is expanding into Wisconsin Technology Resource Group (WTRG) to include all tribal affairs in IT as a resource, mentorship, and membership knowledge hub overall with IT Topics.

Conclusion

There are other local solutions within each respective area and it is always a transition, not just for us, but for all people in the world. Technology is vastly improving and at a very fast speed. Those agendas are beginning to separate another learned lifestyle of work, paycheck, spend into a technical sense of type of work, salary, save with AI assisted tools, applications, and modern luxuries that we need to survive. Culture has to survive Luxury now and it is creating high-risk in youth with drug, alcohol, and other dependency drug issues with Murdered & Missing Indigenous campaigns. 

This is the world I represent in my Software Developer journey as a teen mother (he is now an adult, doing just fine by the way - I am very proud of him in so many subjects). I am preparing for grandchildren at some point and concerned about the demographics, statistics, and learning environments they will be stepping into. Can we keep doing this or do we run and hide in America for fear of being dragged down to our wits end?

I gotta keep trying. 

__Mischief

US Constitution and FCC - Which one regulates the internet?

 Federal Communications Commission (FCC) 

                                             Federal Communications Commission (FCC) Official Seal, Wikipedia.

Communication is regulated by the FCC within the United States of America that include: wire, radio, television, satellite, and cable. FCC Jurisdiction over broadband access, fair competition, radio frequency use, media responsibility, public safety, and homeland security are also within this federally recognized independent agency of the USA. (FCC Source)

The most recent induction of representation within this agency is the Space Bureau (SB) who leads with space-based communications, satellite, policies and licensing activities since April of 2023. This is a repercussive action from the division of the International Bureau forming also the Office of International Affairs. 

FCC Seal before 2020, Wikipedia.

U.S. Constitution and the FCC

The internet was originally intended for scholar articles, journals, and scientists to communicate via network with computers that contained databases of FTP protocols and early designs of telecommunications that held actual information (while wire services typically transmitted signals to be received in passing messages or with radio waves and frequencies to deliver messages via audio productions). The Telecommunications Act of 1996 enacted before the mass distribution of personal computers, website engineers for business, education, and eventually social sites and the start of a new economy within America. It is still a developing governance of jurisdiction, law, and federal control - which most internet service providers and engineers would prefer to stay out of federal domain. There is a pull to the jurisdiction, especially during the free access literature for communications using internet and the advancement of it. The push is providing a competition ground without establishing its currency, domain regulation for all to agree and abide with, and for it to circumvent into the American economy productively and without environmental burden. The priorities of internet have swept through the country without recognition to the natural environment, human study of virtual realities (frequency, wifi signals, satellite monitoring, and access through hack), and leadership. To catch a thief in these domains takes ciritical action, expertise, resources, and dedicated service in time which ultimately leads to major violations of homeland security. 

                                                                                   The Internet & Neutrality, Adobe.

Internet Neutrality (I highly recommend hitting this link to see what your working with via "Internet!")

The identifying name was changed to enact a connection for a "net neutrality" position to regulate the Internet Service Provider (ISP), its fair access policies (not blocking their customers from certain material online), transparency (agreements must be known between user and ISP), and no unreasonable discrimination. 

The Communications Act of 1934 is the first enactment that is referenced for who regulates the Internet as a communication field with the actual recognition of 'Internet' in the Telecommunications Act of 1996.

                                                    Communications Act of 1934, Wikipedia.

Communications Act of 1934, Telecommunications Act of 1996 and Net Neutrality

Making internet available, equally, between user and networking company that provides the service allocates the right to freedom of speech online. What it does not do, however, is regulate with the Environmental Protection Agency on its environmental impact. Signal pollution is a study that has not effectively been capable of measuring the strength of its service to the reprimands of migrational impacts, species instinction listings, and insectual increase since the 1990's. The temperature increase, global pandemics, and budget restraints due to increasing population with medical alleviated death tolls have dramatically altered the landscape of resources. At this rate, most can agree that it is not looking ideal to produce equal neutrality resources to anyone if it cannot be sustained. Regardless of sustenance and necessity resources, internet would also be impacted from the ability to serve its area if it becomes dependent upon its infrastructures. 

America needs to be ideal in who these services benefit and that out of protection of resource and land - it is best to not indulge in information that increases movement within people, speculation of rioting, and other sensitive information that promotes acts of hacking or embezzlement by using internet irregulated avenues at this time. Coercion of crowd containment and distractions of media involved speculations that involve social shifts in information release and developmental infrastructures increase the acts of identity fraud and manipulation to credit what is unforeseen for those that cannot learn the material fast enough. 

They did not poll for this service. They did not request an EPA standard. They do not post the results to public for signal pollution and remediation for migrational repair. They do not become responsible for being out of the element of its domain (Communications). How are these being interconnected today in 2023? The strength of leadership may be unaware to most of this development, considering their platforms or otherwise distractions. 

Solutions

People need to know it is still in development and that we need to think of future impacts before releasing its impact on our society. Games, Signal Pollutions, anything technology does have tremendous intake from the American public - and they are growing up in a developing virtual reality of social withdrawl, isolated extremist groups, and a guppy crowd of younger Americans that know nothing of technology and don't want to know. How do we lead for repair when the entire country has priorities that have not been consistent in types of information we manage the country with? We trust our leadership. (*>>>erkks... the same leadership who is too busy with their platform and distractions??)

It is still a choice. A freedom. 

Start putting technologist repetoires in our leadership with environmental priorities for damage control and begin resourcing people with blatantly announcing the choice to conserve genetic traits out of suppressing the fear of future without water, land, animals, and begin to repair our time with studying a necessary task for the health of the Country! 

** Can you believe that there isn't a law about internet, but about its communication service cost, availability, and type? People still don't know what internet is! It is the computer, that I send messages, and credit card information... but its the services that you conduct business with that those are governed and trusted. Data governance is a huge issue alongside the unmentionable - regulation and checking of monetary/fiduciary currencies being trafficked online. Where are the accountability reports for this? The compact agreements? The standards of operating a cash flow? The legitimate documentation for not creating your own currency to be rendered through a financial institution to pay out! 

Stay informed. Be active. Research. 

Ask!

__Mischief

What is NABM?

 

NABM Advertisement Draft

NABM Extension

When describing Native American Binary Mathematics (NABM) as an interspatial cultivated field searching component that characterizes all of the mathematical concepts within would be fairly accurate. However, it is a budding prospective tool that has structural sound and idea that benefits a religious purpose. 

In describing the category to justify its title, the spatial relations of object, time, and space are relevant in what a field in nature is. Those are intangible and tangible forms. It consists of interspatial but it also consists of an external user that is undeclared yet referenced in zero principles that find support through design to reveal further accessible translations. That is the cultivation of the field itself, as perspectives of zero can provide. 

NABM is projected to produce a strong itinerary with virtual currency, software integration techniques that support the program language. It is an attempt to measure signal and its effects by arranging its machination relations with mathematical design, according to the cultural belief systems instilled within the areas that they arrive from. I expect to translate this software design in cultural formats that keep unique air space for translation. 

Is this taboo?

After learning a couple of terms (Check out other blog posts on Asynchronous Programming Technology & Modern Gallerias) that shift my agreeable learning process into another conversation on developer techniques and inspiration - I gather the importance of describing relevant to identity. 

However, I do not believe that this is taboo for being beyond council of any initial trek. I am treading with care. 

What are the opinions of others, knowingly to this phenomenon and unknowingly? Initial reactions are gathered based on personal involvement. Outside affiliations would not understand who is trying to connect with developers as a spatial identification system is developed. What reality is this? What is going to be the balance? What can be done and the cultural instillment are referenced to compare. 

It is new space and the study of being the first. 

What you do as a follower, supports those that can do this. I do not believe everyone can discover or initialize a start. There are connections that have never been picked up that get to be handled by whom found its purpose to be an effective status of achievement. It should be its own calling. Let us remember the day of age, its freshness, and momentum provision granted - recall its potential. 

The place or the tool

Currently, I am mending a reputation of personal cultural conflicts that arranged marriage has been absent to provide my family its wealth, importance, value. Inter-tribal people are not just one kind of person. This is of high-value, especially when the racial recognition is rare in the world. The culture, language, choice are delayed upon maturity instead of at childhood with an invested family. This delay is costly, most times, and with modern amenities and opportunities - can be detrimental to identity recognition. 

Identity loss is a future problem in America, if not now. 

NABM is a name that projects the origination of its transition without an actual origination within its influences. It is a modern curriculum that not many have attempted out of courtesy to core curriculum that the world agreed upon as legitimate. I am in high hopes that blended societies have a future with NABM as a tool to provide a natural way of existence in respect with other prominent cultures of age in mankind's history. 

I understand what the pioneers of internet are conducting but I have a different perspective of how I am doing it. I wonder about learning programming languages, what they must have been going through every time I learn a new command, a new term, a new function. I get anxious in wanting to talk directly to them. I do not know who they are (maybe I have browsed an article without retaining name to face) but would appreciate their guidance in those areas of development. 

• Did you seek council? 
• Did you regret it? Obviously, told something you already knew or researched. 
• Feel awkward about the programming role after realizing its potential?
• Fear change in language after programming a term in hot pursuit of an egalitarian conduct?
• Get balled up energies in your gut?
• How do you relieve that?
• Absent the emotion, willingly, only to have someone reinforce it? You're not special, after all.
• Feel nothing in teaching others to program? Wanting to meditate instead?
• Getting a burst of energy and greeting nobody in return?

Or was it something unlike what I describe in question? 

I'm telling you, there's a connection with you, unlike any historical relevance that you will find. It is a future connection, and they are looking back for your guidance. To prepare for those questions, from somebody who should have requirements, is just a hardcore fan who wants to talk - what's up?

If you expected this out of human reaction and observance of holidays - you would conduct yourself with what type of purpose in programming after?

It changes so frequently, it is hard to determine what will stay, and maintain a cyber record of dominance based on heirloom theories of code and cyberspace. That would be the real push for support, at this time - what is available and who provides it. I'm not sure many people feel threatened about the investments business, security, accounts of all kinds hold in server providers, website providers, applications - those are capable of expiring! It is almost like a physical demeanor of council is aghast at the footing it does not have, unless it is with those developers. Hopefully this doesn't change, too soon. 

NABM

What should I call this? Main question - to briefly describe it in one sentence. "A new internet." 

I do not want to hastily make a new internet or replace or threaten those developments thus far. Let it run its course. I am in the middle of developing the replacement upon relapse or failure. I want to succeed in light of its predecessor and have a template design of a new America. NABM is currently a religious curriculum with Tsha Tewahsana. A religious movement. 

Thank you for nothing. Nothing is valuable in mine. 

Bids Open!

Customized Celebratory Challenges

The family has gathered in your honor, it is your birthday! You are a ripened age and your birthday meal has all of your favorite dishes. One that reminds you of certain highlights of your life, that we feel are important to share in. A dish when you were in very poor conditions, noodles, tomatoes, and salt. A dish when you were in very rich conditions; corn harvested from your garden, ham without scraps used, and herbs from all over the world in importation. A dish when you met a friend from another culture; lamb stew with herbs and a story that you can share from its origins and why it's on your birthday menu.

American customs establish personal travels in and out of the country. We love our country for providing us these opportunities. 

Familial Archives - What is an American?

Enjoyment in competition to declare a definitive successor is the type of challenge that one can declare is for them. The recipes we leave with our families often are carried through with approval. However, the duration to withstand why they are left behind often meet a lack of concern in traditional settings and resources to establish preference in a modern setting. 

What we need is a customized celebratory challenge, and not the legacy to carry through beyond our own life and tasks to succeed. Without a title, many people feel less inclined to uphold, but will gladly pick through it like a rummage sale to be adorned as valuable. Many new age Americans carry this preference of selection in peace earned by actual cultures who still uphold their customs by rummaging through their efforts as if able to purchase, without currency. As serious as this is, there are so many that indulge, it is easily able to let go of upon confrontation. 

Bids Open Challenge

The Bids Open Challenge is an attempt to resolve this, within families, as something to archive and uphold in their characters of interaction as preference setting. We are able to introduce our next generations to choose what they believe is within their preferential range, to decide a birthday menu. This beginning resolution has goals of building an acceptable range for children to remain within their original customs while integrating acceptable social introductions into their character as a favorite time to enjoy. By establishing these social ranges, the entire family can relish in that one time of occurrence and stay within their own respects for that new generational inclusion, to remain responsible for their inclusions and representation within their family and in their community. 

The community changing with diversity is upholding those cultural values to remain within themselves. Too often, other cultural mothering or parenting, feel inclined to discipline outside of their domain. America is not built on enforcing other beliefs upon one another. However, it is difficult to respond to these types, when they have been unable to commit a relationship of professionalism for community by being unable to resolve their presence in media. We learn of each other, first, through news, media, internet and it is often times met with harsh critics of safety, governance, and law-abiding citizenships that promote American heritage in permanence. Nobody in America has forced people to stay in America to remain responsible for their actions. 

Birthday Menu Reasons - At A Learning Age

Creating safe learning environments and wanting children to arrive in peace by learning together should have agreements made within the diverse community that they will allow their children to engage in public activities such as birthdays, school events, and business relations for consumerism and networking. It is unethical to relate personally with another background history without being one of them, so in respect, it would be wise to create an American identity while upholding Rights, with customs that engage in preference and not guarantee the same perspectives that the government withstands during terms of office. We need the government to perceive Americans, but, without respect in each other for being unprepared to encounter a new, different person, with different ideals and preferences, at a citizen level - it creates havoc. Freedoms are thinned. Liberty and Justice are absent. America would fail. The world would respond in our failure and that is restricting opportunity to succeed in America's Constitutional purpose. Not to mention, the American spirit, for declaring its Independence.

It is important to talk to our younger generations about what they think and their experiences in an undefined time. What they are going through, are not the same as twenty years past. They do not know their options but providing the idea of preference, creates an American identity, we all respect. 

Staying Strong in Family

America is not about picking and choosing our beliefs. Church organizations, Religious Affiliations, Cultures are an earned facet of lifestyle, language, provisional service to identity that require membership to associate those beliefs and customs in accountable statuses of an approved delegation outside of their community. 

America is able to believe, but legally, it states with an established faith. 

Withstand the further harassment in freedom by teaching it the right way. 

__Mischief

What is the Title for a Futuristic Librarian?

 

Punctual Privilege

Not everything is science-fiction, in regard to future outlines of expectations, to greet upon establishing a futuristic agenda. I am searching for the futuristic librarian that emulates a role in punctually privileged citizens to grant access into a group of critics made solely on characterizing constitutional reiterations that catapult us, as a society, into the next world. Something that changes money. Commerce. Education systems. Time Management Systems and its priorities. Human Life comparisons and direct guidance programming. Language. Culture. The works. 

Change happens in a place that most know would gain success in numbers. This next phase of shifting into a mature state of international recognition, to survey, is going to begin with a third person commentary on the life of an infamous author/poet/publisher/educator of your choice. Study their work. Write your recommendations on transitioning this titled position into a history while seeking flaws, dilemmas, and outrage its fundamentals to inspire your own work. Categorize this in a punctual privilege to contest notable works of art to succeed them in shades that we stay cool in. 

Who survives? You or Them? And why?

                                                                                               Photo By:  Nicola Barts

Privileged List to Follow

This needs research by first locating your mentor. Mentorship programs allow the invitation. What you want, is to find the work in articles, journals, peer-review panels, interviews - things less scripted and prepared for, the better. The raw work is fundamental to exploitation and received in a way that is acceptable and ready to debate. This is a part of study that we do not allow ourselves, which is a shame. The debate, the review, the acceptable persona to assume in resourcing information to support or deny. 

Students of any caliber would refer to this state of mentality wherever they go - to speed their interest into prospective addition and furthermore, their own works of art. The brief introduction into copyright and other disclaimer disciplines aid the student into a direct name to build at a young age - to be respected in their climb into mentorship themselves. 

Central Positions On Introductions

Preservation intact, you believe you can be inspirational and eagerly announce your findings without protection. Out of respect, any upcoming educator or panelist is going to have to learn how to be patient and understand that if they have something that changed their life for the better - they need to support surprise with an itinerary. Supportive facts and further research dictate time stamps, supportive evidence, changed beliefs (which does happen very often in these stages), and security of factors that shake your fundamentals into breaking down for the last time (again). It does happen and it is a scary thing that should make you feel big - when in fact - belittles your future into realizing it is the start that usually goes unannounced. 

How do you remain centrally positioned?

This is a strategy, you see. The audience, your work, and the advanced stages unforeseen beyond your reach once it hits the public scene - are all going to have an ill effect, at best, and provide some unruly gust of wealth claimed by somebody other than you. This is frowned upon, as mentioned in my blog post on "Cascading Copyright Designs". However, remaining centrally positioned is a skill that requires special attention in revelation - noting its reference - and remaining tid-bit-to-tat for acceptable review rates. I suggest posting older designs rather than new (I am still working out these kinks myself and hate pushing old work so I can put those years of adjustments into effect now - but to remain centrally positioned, you have to have claimed some of those grounds initially for fear of being outdated in your own designs). 

Nobody Will Know, Go Ahead, Try It

Believing in words and the interpretation of them can be misleading interpretatively. What you output to read may be misunderstood. Pictures are good, but do we want to outdo the easy climb with pick-up-and-go infrastructures? Not really. 

The best thing I have found - is dictating your audience and want someone (especially if you are leading them there or requesting review or needing someone else to work with) who can understand what you wrote without having to spill the same old beans over and over again. Fundamental to design is accepted - but having to state its fundamental to shatter another's - priceless (groundbreaking work often leads us to believe reaction is proof, when our intention was not to receive proof but to receive a valid audience type). 

Know what you are doing and pay attention to how you are doing it. 

I have a hard time keeping my eyes focused on a subject in discussion, its rude. So, now that I notice other conversations find it rude for you to wander, ugh. I have to change! What can I try here? The advice is to stare back, I end up looking past them. The advice is to remain engaged in the conversation; I actually agree with this one. The less you care about eye movement and more on the actual intention and topic of conversation, the more you should realize what is important and go with it. 

Using that - how do I communicate to my future librarian - what I do not know, what I want?

This may sound off-subject - but trying to think ahead is usually not a preparation or talked about much. Thinking of vocabulary science fiction can name new, we are developing a point in subject that moves education sideways. We are going to be re-evaluating every educational subject and move sideways with it to improve that centrally positioned opinion. 

That centrally positioned opinion is going to find a weakness from a "hackers" stance. Determine the measures that will enable your place within time, well spent in study, to introduce your findings upon enabling you the right to be educational material. The future librarian will announce your arrival from the privileged group they formed in history to save us all the grief of consistently being right one way (directionally accepted in education) to begin diversification perspective approaches to result in a wholly amended education system.

                              Photo By: Taryn Elliott

Note: It is customary to enjoy something sweet to accompany good thoughts, natural delicacies that are picked from the middle ground of its bush. The top of the bush is reserved for the birds, the bottom is reserved for ground critters. The middle is designated for human and bear contact to harvest this beautiful fruit. Preparing a meal to share a conversation begins with adding the flare to establish an American custom. 

__Mischief