On a better note: Books as a reward create isolation from social media news...

I got a headache the other day watching a tik tok thread and got very scared as the censor-less feed was randomized and spit out multiple disturbing snippets of videos, compilations, and dramatic eye-catchers for trauma induced memory repair after. I had to stop after less than five full videos of tik tok because I emotionally could not handle it. I read books for my entertainment and I find it even more rewarding knowing it will be towards my educational journey, conversations of academic community, and referencing works in the midst of a blurred path yet taken. So, letting my mind rest on the book scanning, I settled on tik tok and got scared of the world. Do we know how traumatizing we are to each other? The most liked snippet I had was of a beautiful waterfall with calming music. I enjoyed this video but those before and after, made it that much more dramatized of the pace needed in our social media.

If an adult can recognize this - I am a little bit impaired with the burden of study and cultural reaction still lingering if not dense to the very blatant disregard for the company of their type - and I assume most people understand the dangers of this, to their children, to the community - then why do people put it out there for others to be entertained by? If this is teaching global communication anything, it may be time for us to enjoy it while we have it! Media entertainment in the form of news, but also with what people have spent their time making to show us, is a direction of also who we are in what is entertaining us to stop and watch. I think, entertaining, but, had we a censor flag or some type of warning (this can be filtered), then there would be only valid information I receive.

When does this burn us out - that we sit by and watch these couple of minute videos and think - somewhere out there, one of these types is enjoying a paragraph being read aloud in some small town by a person they never knew liked to read aloud and enjoy it. Enjoy it enough to read themselves.

I believe this human effect is mathematically designed to maintain a dimensional quality we possess in overhead projection of management in any type of scope that is relevant. Human is a base we are formally required to possess within a species of mankind (its classifications) but also as an intelligent reaction to possess in defining something there (the entire time) but only highlighted in that moment of rarity - like the beautiful waterfall amongst all the chaos - to slowly relieve our mental capacities of its burdens and relate to its imagery a full effect of need (water, calm, beautiful, yes without regret). We need these moments to explain our own purpose and the perspective of clarity is provided in its different environments with the same species - diversity!

Hopefully you hone in on that time and focus on something stronger and let it happen. Let that moment impact you because that is a way for God to see you! You are perfect in those moments and all those around you are belonging to the moment itself. It does take effort and you are proof of it - be above it by breaking the cycle and getting clarity in personal choices - its your God that wants to see you.

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